The Worst Feeling

Hello Bloggers all around the World. This is Orlan, the owner of this blog and I just can't help myself to share my thoughts and my feeling today.

Ahmm, I was a young man who always wanted to give the best for my family, I wanted to help my family and could give the best life that they deserved to have, most especially my parents.

My Father is already 50 years old, supposedly, he should be only staying here in our house while sitting on our couch, watching his favorite sports which is boxing and drinking his coffee but sad to say it's not.

My Father is in the middle east now, working just to give us the life that he wanted us to have and to support my younger sister that's still studying and now that she's already on her college degree, it will be too difficult for my parents to handle the expenses that's why he decided to work abroad.

My mother is a housekeeper and a store manager (it's just a sari-sari store hehe). But of course, our store cant compensate all the expenses here in our house.

I have an older brother, he's 26 years old and already married. It was good to have a kid here in our home but the fact still remains that we are still not in the good life. I also have a older sister, she graduated as a nurse in one of the colleges in Davao. She has a work before but she resigned because her work is not related to the degree that she finished and she didn't like the manager.

While me, I'm a freelance writer and blogger. I have a work before but I also resigned because of the fact that my salary can't even help my parents and my family that's why I decided to go back here in our place. For now, I'm accepting write-ups but sad to say it was stopped, I don't know why, but I guess my employer was doing something important.

Being a writer is not that bad, I mean, in writing you can earn money and you can also learn new things. You can discover different facts that you can use in the future but I don't want to be a writer for the rest of my life. I have a dream, and that is to become a FILM DIRECTOR. I want to go abroad, particularly in US, to of course find a work and could study film making.

I know it's really impossible for me now to get the dream that I want. It's still in a gray faded crystal that I could barely see. And I know that I need to strive and do more but I feel tired, I don't know what to do just to save money for me to have a passport. I feel so down and stressed and I really don't know where should I go. Every time I think of this problems I feel so weak and helpless. And all I can do is to cry but I wanted to be strong. I wanted to face the world of trials and challenges, I wanted to be new, to be the person in the future that everyone will idolize  and see. And most of all, I wanted to be an instrument to help others to achieve the goals that they set for themselves.

I wanted to be an inspiration to everybody else who also have a dream. And I wanted also to be a new person, in which I could understand and knew myself more. I wanted to be strong just like any other men and wanted to find the true paradise and happiness that God save for me.

I know that this post should not be posted in here but I rather to post it, just to share something, and hopefully, to all the people who can see and read this, you got something in here that could be able to help you.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR READING AND MAY YOU HAVE A MEANINGFUL LIFE
LOVE LOTS

~ORLAN~

SAVE LIFE WHILE YOU CAN: Your Views will be a big help

I have an account on Bubblews and each views, comments and likes that you will make will be a big help for those cancer patients that Stephen wanted to help. Please if you have a time, please visit this link:

SAVE LIFEWHILE YOU CAN: Your Views will be a big help

I couldn't ask for more. Thank you so much. 

Stephen's Advocacy and soon to become His Legacy

I didn't know him. I just actually saw his picture on Google. But that picture leads me to his greatest legacy and now he show to me on how to become contented and how to become a better person.

Stephen is only 19 years old. He's too young but he already suffer from an incurable cancer. But it doesn't stop him in helping other cancer patients. And this advocacy that he started will be everyone's greatest inspiration.

And as according to one of his post:


"It's a final thumbs up from me! I've done well to blag things as well as I have up till now, but unfortunately I think this is just one hurdle too far.

It's a shame the end has come so suddenly- there's so many people I haven't got round to properly thank or say goodbye too. Apologies for that.

There was also so many exciting projects and things I didn't get to see out. Hopefully some will continue and if you want to carry on the fundraising please do (justgiving.com/stephen-sutton-TCT
is the link to donate to).

All future updates on this page will probably be from a family member. I hopefully may have the energy to write a few tweets (@_StephensStory). I will continue fighting for as long as I can, and whatever happens next I want you all to know I am currently in a good place mentally and at ease with the situation.

That's it from me. But life has been good. Very good.

Thank you to my mum and the rest of my family for everything. Thank you to my friends for being amazing. Thank you to my medical team for the hard work and effort they've continually they've put towards me. And thank you everyone else for sharing this wonderful journey with me.

I love you all" 

PLEASE LIKE HIS PAGE: https://www.facebook.com/StephensStory

To all the people who can read this, please let's help Stephen in fulfilling his dream. Raise more funds for cancer patients and also, please don't forget to pray for him.

-ORLAN-

The Naked Me : My First Post in Bubblews

The Title may sounds so disturbing but I tell you it's not what's in your mind. It's totally wholesome and it was created on my most imaginative mind. Hopefully everyone can read it and can leave any comment. But your views and reads will be most appreciated.

The article was written in a story form and there are twist on the last part of it.

Please click here --------PROCEED TO ARTICLE---------

BLESSING FOR ME : I HIT 3.5 K READS ON WATTPAD!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH

When I started writing on Wattpad, it was just for fun but now, I would not only do this for fun, but with passion and desires that someday I could get many friends and likes.

For almost a year, I finally got my 3.5K reads on my first story and hopefully would bring more reads, votes and comments. To everyone who are reading this post, please help me to get more views.

5K READS IS COMING. . . . :)))))


AND THANK YOU SO MUCH :))))

Vacation Leave : A Showtime Movie Special

Ako po ay isang taong napakahilig sa horror, suspense at mystery movies. And since mahilig din ako sa "It's Showtime" ng Abs-Cbn ay nakapaglikha po ako ng isang storya na binubuo ng mga casts ng nasabing tv show. Ito po ay nakasulat sa sariling ko pong wika, ang tagalog.


Summary of the Story:

 Binigyan ng management ng Abs-Cbn ang casts ng TV Hit show na It's Showtime ng isang engradeng bakasayon. Hindi man nakasama si Kuya Kim, pero naging masaya parin ang paglalakbay at bakasyon ng mga magbabarkada. Ngunit isang trahedya ang tumambad sa kanila, isang trahedya na halos hindi sila makawala at isang trahedya na ayaw na ayaw na nilang masubukan pa ulit.

Casts:
Vhong Navarro as Vhong
Anne Curtis as Anne
Billy Crawford as Billy
Karylle as Karylle
Jhong Hilario as Jhong
Ryan Bang as Ryan
Coleen Garcia as Coleen
Eruption as Eruption

with very special guests:
Teddy and Jugs

For those who are interested in this story you can visit this link: http://www.wattpad.com/story/13909342-vacation-leave-a-showtime-movie-special

Amazing Fact: Bathroom in the Elevator Shaft

Are you brave enough to take the challenge of taking a bath in the coolest bathroom in the world?

One of the amazing built-in bathroom is coming through your way. Read the full details about the bathroom that was perfectly design to fit in a elevator shaft. 

Read more: http://bizcovering.com/business/amazing-fact-bathroom-in-the-elevator-shaft/#ixzz2ELGANNGv