I Love You because I Kissed You

Before I enter the room, I hear boys laughing, I don’t know what they are doing but one thing for sure they’re really having fun. I slowly open the door and then I found out that they are making bully of one of my classmate. I save her and I decided to bring her to the one of my favourite place in our school. I saw her smile and I realized that she’s cute but that time I have a girlfriend that I loved very much. I ask her why they are doing that to her, then she replied to me “because of my appearance, I guess” in my mind I said “obviously” but I choose to say good things about her. I know that she’s beautiful If only she has a friend who could help her to change her appearance. She was actually wearing a big eye glass with colourful dress then flat shoes. When you look at her, she really looks like a Christmas tree girl but I did not tell it to her because I’m afraid that I can hurt her feelings.

          Two years later, me and my girlfriend are getting stronger everyday because I know in myself that I love her, but one day when I was buying at the mall I saw my girlfriend with the other guy. I don’t know what will I do, should I talk to her and ask her who’s that man? Or I will just ignore it, maybe that was just her brother or one of her friend but I think it’s not, they are holding their hands and they are so sweet.  I call my bestfriend what should I do, then she advices me to look for my girlfriend and follow them wherever they will go with that guy.

          As I following them, they enter in the movie theatre and I still follow them. Because the place was really dark I really can’t see them and I just decided to sit and watch for the movie for a while, it was a romantic movie, suddenly, I get irritated with the two people sitting beside me, when I  look at them, I catch them kissing. I ask them two stop what they are doing, when the girl turns her head to me, I was shock!  that was my girlfriend! I immediately stand and went outside; I ran to my car and decided to leave the place. I went to my favourite place and I shout and shout. After sometime, there was a girl who stands beside me and she told me “are you okay?”  I did not reply to her because in the first place I don’t know that girl. I walk and the girl shouts “thank you!” my feet immediately stops, I turn my head and I ask her “for what?” then she ran after me then she told me “for giving me my confidence, and for giving me the hope that I could find a man that will truly love me” by then, I recognized her smile “it was you! How are you?” “I’m doing great! How about you?” then we talk for about 15 minutes, and then I decided to go.

          After that day, I decided to move to other place so that I could get easily recover from the pain, I move to the house of my brother, and after three days, I found out that one of our neighbour is the cute girl that I save in our school. We became friends, and we used to do fishing and biking. After a month, I and my ex-girlfriend are starting to build our relationship again, and I decided to go back to my place. Fifteen minutes before I leave, I go to the house of my friend, Jenny (the cute girl that I save and the girl whom I became bestfriend) to say goodbye to her, when I knock at their door, nobody answering me, since the door is open, I enter the house and look for Jenny, when I was at her room I saw a notebook and I read the message that she wrote for me and this was the message “I even give up my work just to follow you wherever you will go because I want to see you every day, this house, it’s not my house nor my parents’ house, I just rent this house so that I could see you always. I thought, you already forget that girl because she hurt your feelings, I know from the very beginning that she was cheated on you I just decided to say nothing against her because I know that you still love her. I sacrifice my own happiness, you don’t know how hard for me to talk to you and laugh with you that seem nothing feelings involve. When you told me that you want me to be your bestfriend, I said yes, even though I want more than your friend, I want to be you girl, I want to love you and I want that you love me too but I guess it will not be happening. Now, that you will go back to her, there’s nothing that I could do, because I know that you really love her but me? You never did! I’m sorry if I did not say this to you personally, but I love you Orl, I really did, please be happy always and be safe always. Hope you will be happy with her, thank you and take care. I have to say goodbye to you”.

          Tears fall from my eyes and I search for her, then I saw her in our favourite place. When I’m about to reach her, she ask me when will I’ll be going to go back in my house. I did not answer her, she stand and turns her head then she cry “you already read that? I guess I don’t have something to say, be happy and take good care, best” then she walks. I stop her and kiss her “why you don’t tell me, all I know is that, you have a boyfriend” then she chuckle “I just make a story so that you will not be bother anymore”. “Bother? You don’t know how I want to kiss you and hug you; you don’t know how hard to keep these feelings that I feel for you. You don’t know how hard for me to say that I want you to be my bestfriend well in fact, the truth is, I want you to be my girl” then she slap me, “liar! Me? You want me to be your girl? How about your girlfriend? How about Ivy?” then silence came, after a minute “I thought, I still love her, but I was wrong, so wrong, after I read your letter, I realized that I love you also” she looks at me then she cried, I try to comfort her but she push me away, then she looks at me again with that killer smile, I hug her and she ask me “do you really love me?”. I did not reply to her but instead I kiss her and I ask her “do you think, I will be doing all of this like kissing you, if I don’t love you?” then she smile at me.

***THE END***

I Just Want you to be Happy

By: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.

It was 18^th day of November, when I saw her. She was totally naughty and rebellious. I loved watching her, although I know to myself,  that I will not like her because of her attitude but I don’t know what happen why I can’t get her out of my mind.

I supposed to pass that way, but accidentally I slipped right to her, and luckily I kissed her.  I saw her brown eyes and her lips, it is really like a lips of a baby.  Soft and delicious. I supposed to smile at her but I was hit by her finger. I tried to say sorry but she refused to accept it. She cried right to my face and she said “you idiot!, why you kissed me? Do you want me to kill you?”.  I was shocked and didn’t say any word. I hurriedly get my bag and run.

One morning, I saw her again. She was wearing a white whole dress. And it is so annoying for me to see her wearing that kind of dress.  My lips began to open and start laughing; unknowingly, she went to me and hit me again. I was shocked for the second time around. It hurts, but this time, she does it gentler than the first. I began to admire her when I saw her giving candies and foods to the street children. That was the first time I saw her smiling. That makes me realize that I shouldn’t judge her the first time I saw her. I supposed to leave to that place when somebody called my name. And it was, Richard, the closest friend I ever had to our village. To my surprise, Richard who is my true friend is the boyfriend of the girl I really admire.  I came to Richard to give him a straight punch. “ouch!” Richard said. I was just laughing at him. Then after sometime, that girl came by. I don’t know, but my body was shaking and my heart began to explode. I smiled at her, but in the third time she hit me again. Richard was shocked but me?  I already used to that, I asked her why but she was just staring at me like a horrible criminal. But because of Richard I did not asked her that much.

A month later, Richard was requested by his parents to visit their farm at Bukidnon. And Richard as the only child should say yes to the request of his parents. But before he went to Bukidnon, he asked me to take good care of his girlfriend. And because he is my friend, I did not refuse to his request.

It was 3^rd day of January when Richard’s flight to Bukidnon. Me and July (his girlfriend), accompanied him to the airport. Richard kissed her and say goodbye. When Richard hugged her, there is a strange feeling I felt. I know it is not for Richard, it is for July. I can’t afford watching her crying it seems that my heart is also crying. I don’t know, but I think, this time, I already fell in love with her.  I know it is wrong but I can’t help myself falling in love with her.

As the day goes by, I and July is starting to become a friend, until such time I already gained enough strength and courage to court her. She was surprised. I thought she will not accept me but to my surprised she says yes to me even though we know it is wrong because she still have a boyfriend, but still, we continue. Until such time Richard went back. We kept our mouth shut. Richard was innocent about the things happened for the past 3 months. We decided to keep our relationship as a big secret and don’t want to tell it to Richard. At first, I think its o.k but when I saw them kissing, It makes me realize that I can’t go on with this kind of relationship. I find time to talk with her, and to ask about our relationship. She just told me that she can’t find any ways to break him up. I let her choose between the two of us, and then she chooses me. I did not expect it. That time, I wanted to give up on her but she forced me to hold on. But because I really loved her I choose to stay.

Another one month. But this time I can’t continue the kind of relationship we have. I asked her again. But still she chooses me. I asked her, why me?. Then she just replied me this statement “I don’t know, but for now, all I know is that, I love you”. After she says that, my tears began to fall. I turned my head and began to walk. She caught me and hugged me tight. She was crying and begging to wait but I already made up my mind and I told her “I want to be with you forever, but we both know, we entered a wrong relationship and I can’t afford hurting someone, most especially my friend. I love you and you know that but this time. I just want you and my friend to be happy. I’m sorry but I think I should set you free”. She let me go.

After that incident, I heard news coming from our neighbour. “There was a girl hanging in the big tree!” The news spread very fast. At first, I did not mind it, but when I heard the police that the name of the girl was July. I run quickly to the place where the big tree located. And when I reached there, my body seems to collapse and my knee becomes weak. It was her, July, the girl whom I truly loved. She was already gone. I hugged her tight and kissed her head, I began to cry. It seems that my world was gone. I want to go with her. I regret why I did not fight our relationship. But it is too late. She’s gone. My life was gone. I don’t want to see the world, I want her! I want her!

 At the burial, Richard gives me the letter that July gave to him before we talk, and she said to the letter “I’m sorry Richard; you know that I love you but I love John more than you. I’m sorry; I want you to set me free”. After I read it her mother came by and told me, “my daughter doesn’t want any except, you, she want to marry you and she really loves you”. Her mother hugged me tight and cry to my shoulder.

THE END. . .

BE GUIDE: LOVING YOUR BESTFRIEND

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LOVING YOUR BESTFRIEND

Question: What if you're inlove with your Bestfriend? What Will You Do?

Answer:
     It is inevitable for a woman to be easily fall in love with her bestfriend (boy), Why? it's because woman are very much closed to her bestfriend, because for her, she feels so secured and comfortable with her bestfriend that makes her fall in love with her bestfriend. Same with the man, actually, if the man don't have any girlfriend, but he has a girl bestfriend, he is already contented with her, and he is now satisfy with his bestfriend. And because of this, the two people find it easy to fall inlove with each other.
    I'm sure, the things that comes to you mind if you're inlove with your bestfriend, is the possibility that you will lost your friendship, well, that is certainly true, but have you think of the possibility that there is a chance that your friendship will never be gone forever, if ever that your relationship really works. There are two factors that walking into your brain when you are trying to think of what will be the result if you will have a special relationship to your bestfriend.
    Honestly speaking, there is a greater risk if you will have an intimate relationship with your bestfriend, but for sure you will feel so happy. If you try to balance the situation, what will you choose? Will you let your feelings be hid forever but you are not happy although you keep your friendship or will you sacrifice your friendship and feel the joy the you never felt through out your life?.
    To answer the question; What will you do if happened you're inlove with your bestfriend, the answer is can be summarize in one word, and that is "TRY", yes, you have to try, try to be the most girlfriend/boyfriend to him/her, try to take the risk and try to breaks those negative points in your mind,  in short, you should try to be a special someone to him/her, be his/her lover, don't worry, if happened that your relationship will not work, you are less assured that you both really have a feelings to each other.
   In this situation, you, and it will always be you that knows the best, but I tell you, there'll be no problem if you will try. Who knows he/she is just waiting for you to say "I Love You" and expect that he/she will reply "I Love You Too" and if this will happened, well, congratulations to you, and make sure that you will love him/her purely and honestly because everything starts in these two words.

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