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Sunday, September 2, 2012

THE DEATH OF NEIL ARMSTRONG



THE DEATH OF NEIL ARMSTRONG

- No douts! Neil Armstrong was the first man who showed us the real picture of the moon. He was very brave and well-determined guy who want to leave a very special memories to all of us. Indeed, he was the first guy who never become selfish after he saw the biggest break of his life. 
- On August 25, 2012 the biggest and brightest Astronaut finally take off his helmet and say goodbye to a lot of his supporters and followers. At the age of 82, Neil Armstrong died due to the complication of his coronary arteries. No one expected and no one  wanted this to happen but it was all gone. Neil Armstrong now become one of the people who showed us the real quality of life. 
- Neil Armstrong was born on August 5, 1930 in Wapakoneta, Ohio. He has two siblings namely; June and Dean. And as their father past away, they are now trying their best to take all of the good memories that they shared to their father. 
- His legacy and his works proves that everything could be possible as long as you have the strong determination and strong will to strive and achieve your goal. 
- With his great compassion and intelligence Neil Armstrong would surely be the true great man that everyone would look upon. Hope his journey will not stop here. 


GOD BLESS NEIL ARMSTRONG
AND
GOODBYE 

Friday, August 31, 2012

I Give My All: Author’s Note (An Ebook Release)

 There are only 5 characters here, first is Spencer, then second is Joie, third is Sheena and the last is the mother and father of Spencer. Spencer was then the first and the main character in which he found out that he has this brain tumour and he only have 3 months to live. While Joie is the bestfriend of Spencer that makes Spencer’s life happy and complete but because of the girl that they both love which is Sheena, Joie start to hate Spencer and closely breaks their friendship. But because Spencer really cares about his bestfriend and about their friendship, he didn’t stop and didn’t give up on his bestfriend. Then afterwards, as the weeks goes by, Spencer starts to believe that his life is already okay and he could now take the fate that was given to him by God. And not later than 3 months Spencer finally met the sunset that touch not only his life but also the lives of his family and to his bestfriend.
The core of this story is Love, Friendship and Fate. If you don't take life as something positive, you will suffer. But if you will enjoy of what are the things that God gave you. You will be contented and fulfilled. Life is something we should look forward. Regardless with the negative feedback and negative environment that we have, we should always be thankful to God. Remember, in each side of the story, whether it's comedy, tragedy or love story, there is always a positive side of it. Do not afraid to take risk as long as you know that you're doing the right thing, then no problem at all.

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Thursday, May 10, 2012

My Dream Girl





When I was in the terminal
I heard the music entitled “physical”
I smiled because I saw a girl that was fantastical
Because of her dress that was look so hysterical

I never thought that I will be get mesmerized to her
Just because the way she dress and the way she interfere
I promised myself the next time that I will saw her
I will do my best to take good care of her

For how many years had passed
I never saw the girl in my past
I was worried and wanted to meet her again
And hopefully gonna find and officially met her

I was searching in Facebook to maybe look on her picture
But sad to say, I couldn’t find any of her interesting delineation
Maybe somehow God will help me with her
And would find her and ask if I could make her as my girl

One day, when I was sitting in the park
I heard a dog that was really noisy of his bark
I was confused why does this dog barking?
Then I find out that he found something
When I actually pick that thing
I remember the girl of my dream
The girl that I wanted so bad
A girl that will not make me feel sad

I was turning my head looking if she’s here
Asking those little kids that was playing
Then someone call my name
And when I turn, it was my mom!

I was really mad to my mother
Because I will not see her again
Then I walked together with my mom
Because according to her she will have to acquaint me to someone.

When I got home
I went directly to my room
So feel mad at my mother
And don’t want to waste any time for my future lover

After 5 minutes of sobbing
I heard someone knocking
And when I open the door of my room
I saw a girl that was standing alone

It was her!
The girl that I search for a very long time
Now I’m sure that I’m in love
And want to marry her until the end of time



Tuesday, March 13, 2012

I DON’T BELIEVE IN A HAPPY ENDING


When I was a kid, I love to watch movies and cartoons and as I observed it was ended in a happy ending, I’m already used to it but as I grow I found out that in reality there’s no such word as happy ending because in reality, life is full of misery and pain. But for you, do you believe in happy ending?
                Many fantasy movies were end up happily like Cinderella, after she was found by her prince charming, her life had change and at last, she was out by her evil stepmother and evil stepsisters. While Snowwhite, after she was saved by her prince charming, her life were already happy. But in the real world, does all of this were existed?
                According to some sociologist, fantasy movies were created for kids and the story were always end up happy because people want that in every difficult situation that the protagonist have, there will always be a solution. It was really designed like that because most children don’t like to watch movies that are full of sadness and pain. Is it only the kids like to have this kind of ending? How about those adult one?
                Well actually, even to those adult individual they want that the movies they are watching will be end up happily because for them, if a movie will end up sad or tragic, the movie is not worth it to be watch by any people, but why? According to the philosopher, human in nature want to gain pleasure and want to avoid pain which explain the reason why adult individual want to have a happy ending. But because of the modern world today, many of us already know what the meaning of life is really. Once in your life you will be happy but most of it are sad and painful because if there will no painful events that will happen to a person’s life, his/her life will be boring and for sure, he/she will not be motivated in exploring different things.
                To end up this article, let me ask you the same question, for almost a number of years existing in this unpredictable world and for all the painful events that happened or happening to your life. Do you still believe in a happy ending? Because for me, happy ending will always be in the movies not in the real life you know why? Because life is not the same with movies, it has no limitations and it is not scripted nor have a director because we are the director of our own lives. That’s why, at this moment, I really do not believe in what they called, “happy ending”. 

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

CLIMATE CHANGE


Climate Change is a measurable increase in the average temperature of Earth’s atmosphere, oceans, and landmasses. Scientists believe Earth is currently facing a period of rapid warming brought on by rising levels of heat-trapping gases, known as greenhouse gases, in the atmosphere.
 This was the biggest problem that the world are facing today where in, each of us are obliged to contribute a little amount of care just to protect our environment. According to the research of the scientist, the major cause of this climate change is the smoke that the factories and vehicles produce or in other words, the pollution that the human produces every day. This was the fact that we know, but did you know that even there will be no human in this world; still, time will come that what the world will experience at this point will still be the same experience that the world will have even if there are no existence of human. Do you want to know the reason? Just continue reading this article.
             As we all know, all the planets are revolving around the sun and we also know that the sun is a kind of star. Each star has its life span, and sun as one of its kind has also an end, one of the bases that we can say that a particular star will come to its end if it possesses more light, if it produces more light it follows also that it produces more heat. As the year goes by, the sun’s life began to decrease and as the reduction of its life, sun will now produce more heat that’s why even if there will be no greenhouse effect or pollutions or whatsoever, the world will still experience the hotness that even human experiences today.
            Thus, even if we know already the reason why, we should still be vigilant of our environment, the proper waste disposal and the proper caring of the nature will still be our first priority. The sun has its own limitation, but it will happen trillion or billions of years from now but if we will continue giving out pollution to our environment instead of billions of years it will become thousands or millions of years. It will decrease its lifespan and eventually the world be eradicated together with the sun. So let us be conscious of our wastes. And let us help one another to bring back the true nature that our God has given.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

What is a Real Man?




Real man, it is one of the common issues today, what is really the basis if a man is truly a man or he has just been forcing himself to be real man. In our society today, many homosexual individual are arising, and according to them, although the homosexual individual has no ovary but still they are increasing in numbers every year. Many studies have been arising to explain why there is a third sex but all of their studies point out one common denominator and that is through environment. But even though many people called them “gays” or “bakla”, in tagalog and “bayot” in visayan language, still, they have the same organ as male have also. That’s why homosexual individuals should not be treated differently than the other men because as common today, homosexual individuals are more rich than the straight man because homosexual individuals are more creative and more passionate than those straight man, (in terms of work).
            In the culture of Filipinos, their basis of being a man is based on the strength; if he can carry heavy loads then they will call you a man and if you are not, they will call you “gay”. Is that always should be the basis? What if he can’t really carry that thing, thus it follow that he was already a gay? Another basis was through emotional, if many will see a man crying, they will already concluded that, that person is not a real man, well in fact, all of us experiencing difficulties in life, thus the man have no right to show their feelings?  All of these bases are not justifiable. Every human should always put in their mind that God never give us eyes to use for any foolishness, indeed, God give us an eyes to be the way of our tears whenever we feel so depressed and problematic.
            Another basis was through man’s friends. If people finds that he have many girl friends than boy friends, they will immediately judge that person as gay, what if that man was really want to join in a group that is dominated with girls? Is there something wrong with that? Somehow there are boys who are comfortable going with girls than going with man. But it should not follow that he was already a gay.
            As an addition to the basis, is through the actions and the way he talks, if they saw a man who walk like a girl or talk like a girl they will immediately judge that person as a gay. What if that was already his natural action or that was really the way he talks, maybe because of his environment? But that does not mean that he already a gay. This is not still the right way of judging a person.
            Let us always remember, man it’s either a true man or not has a right to do what he wants. Jumping to the conclusion is just a natural reaction to a person but it should be in lined with the proper way of treating a particular person. Let say, that man claims himself that he was a gay; would it be nice that he will tell the truth than he was just keeping it inside? There is nothing wrong if you have a gay friend or a gay brother because that friend or that brother is just want to share his happiness and loneliness that for him, he could not be carry by himself. And don’t be ashamed if you have a gay father because that person is more responsible than to those people who claim themselves that they are not gay.
            Homosexual individuals are the source of happiness that’s why they called as gay, the only people who just want to live in a world that they can call home. A home that is willing to accept regardless to the gender. A home that they can call as their sanctuary that no one can harm them and a home that no one will discriminate them. Gays are still human. They have still a heart that can feel the same feelings that an ordinary human. As the world became more judgemental there is one important thing that the human should always remember and that is, God created a man and a woman and if ever there are homosexual right now is because God has a purpose.
            It’s the right time for us to accept, to open our hearts and mind and to be fair to all the things that God created. Real man?. It is not on the basis because a true man is not based by his actions or physical features but instead, a real man should be judge through his heart and through his principle in life, and also a true man knows how he defends not only to himself but also to the people that surrounds him. And to all people who have a misconception of what really a real man is, I think it is the right time for you to reflect whether your behaviour that is showing was really the things that a real man should possess.

   

Sunday, December 4, 2011

I DO





By: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.



It was summer when my bestfriend Lara had celebrated her wedding. Everything was perfect. Everyone was excited to see the groom and the bride, even me I was so excited. After a while, the wedding ceremony was started and the people who want to witness the wedding are all smiling much more with the groom. But when I saw Lara, she was crying maybe because she was so happy. Until she reaches the altar, but Lara is still crying. The priest start the ceremony, then for quiet sometime, the most awaited part had arrived and that is to take their vows to each other. But surprisingly, Lara did not take her vow, she cried and say sorry to the groom then she ran. Everyone was in shocked and everyone was trying to react with the situation.  When I looked at the altar I was surprised of what I saw. I saw her ex-boyfriend. Oliver. The one who was standing in front of them, and the one who are residing the ceremony, he is no other than the priest. I was really in shocked when I saw him, he was her first boyfriend who really makes her heart broken and that man was responsible also why Lara wants to marry Benjamin. I was thinking that would be the last day that they will meet each other but I was wrong. Now that she already saw Oliver, for sure Lara will be at lost again.
            Before this traumatic event happened, Lara and Oliver was then a childhood sweetheart. Lara was actually lived in her aunt’s house at Manila then Oliver that time was living in his brother’s house. When they finished studying highschool, Lara’s parents decided to send her in London to pursue her college degree and because of that Lara and Oliver had been separated from each other. When they both in second year college, Lara decided to go back to the Philippines to take a vacation, a vacation that take her for so many years, then she decided to continue her education in Manila.
            A month later, Lara received a letter came from Oliver, Lara wondered what the letter was all about and when she opened it she cannot found any message she search for Oliver to ask what he wants to tell her. But she can’t found Oliver she did not know, Oliver was preparing a special dinner to my house. I was then Lara’s bestfriend for so many years. Everything was in place, but Lara that time is still searching for Oliver then when I saw her coming, I warned Oliver to be ready. After a while, Lara presses the doorbell, Oliver and I was so nervous. Then I opened the door. I pretend that I did not know where Oliver was then I let her to get inside. Suddenly, the lights turned off and I bring Lara to the garden where Oliver prepares the dinner. It’s so romantic, the garden was full of red balloon and the table was covered by red table cloth with candle light.
            Next morning, when I was busy surfing to the internet, Lara calls me and I can feel that she was so happy and inspired. Then she shared what happened to them last night as if I was not there, she told me that Oliver was already her boyfriend. I was so happy for them. And that was the start of their love story.
            Their relationship lasts for two years, as I can see them, they are already contended and happy with each other since that was their first time to have special someone.
            That was June when Oliver’s parents decided to sent Oliver back to their home. Lara cannot do anything. Then she let Oliver to go back. Months had passed when Oliver did not show to Lara anymore; they have no communication at all.
            Lara starts to become depressed she can’t believe that Oliver did not try to call or text her. Then Lara starts to hate Oliver. She hates Oliver so much. Then she decided to go back to London to find any job. The day that Lara went back to London was the day that Oliver went back to Manila, and then Oliver explains why he can’t contact Lara. Because their place was located at the most remote area and there were neither signal nor internet.
            Oliver waited for Lara for quiet sometime. He’s been tried to contact Lara but Lara always ignore his calls. Oliver decided to pursue his second dream and that is to become a priest. Before he went to the seminary, Oliver leaves a message to the email of Lara and he explains everything. Oliver waited for five days if Lara will reply, but sad to say she didn’t. While in London, Lara did not find any time to look for her email because she was so busy for her work. After a day, Lara had tried to check her email and then she read Oliver’s message. She cried because she still love Oliver, then she calls Oliver to say sorry but it was too late for her because Oliver was already in the seminary.
            After 5 years, Lara went back to the Philippines to visit her family as well as Oliver. She was hoping that when she went back Oliver will still be there to be her boyfriend. But she knows it will never be that way. When she arrived at her house she remembers her moment with Oliver then her tears fall from her eyes. She knew to herself that she really love Oliver. Until that time she was still hoping that she will see Oliver. Although she knows that it will be impossible. While inside in the seminary, Oliver was not totally happy because he always thinking for Lara there were no day for him to be happy because of Lara. Until such time, he was ready to become a priest.
            After a year, Oliver received a message that there will be a wedding that will be held to Manila Cathedral. Oliver was not supposedly being the one to take charge to that wedding but because he was the only priest that was available he was asked to be the one to replace the priest who in-charge to that wedding. When he was driving he saw his picture with Lara, then he remember Lara. Tears fall from his eyes.
            When the wedding starts, Oliver start to cry because he know that the bride was the only girl he love and that was Lara. He wants to quit but he can’t do it because it was his responsibility as a priest. Oliver tried his best to finish the wedding but he was shocked when Lara quit. He ran after Lara. After he found Lara they find each other to talk about his past relationship. Until they get to the tough decision that they should both agree, on whether they will continue and leave their present situation or to stop everything so that everything will be in place. Oliver decided to stop their relationship because he doesn’t want to have any complications in their present lives. Lara asks him if he still loves her, Oliver did not answer. He looks at Lara then tears fall from their eyes, Oliver smile to Lara and he said “I love you”. Then he kissed Lara. Then after he does it, he left Lara alone.
            After one week, Oliver asks permission to quit for being a priest because he wants to be with Lara. When he was in the outside world, he was excited to see Lara but when he arrived at Lara’s house he was surprised of what he saw.
            He saw Lara with Benjamin, they were happy. Oliver cried and he asks me what happened. Then I told him, “That day when you left Lara alone, she want to tell you that she was already pregnant, one month. But if you ask me why she cried, the answer is, she still loves you but she can’t be with you anymore because she will have now a future baby and she can’t say I do to you anymore.”

           

Friday, December 2, 2011

I Just Want you to be Happy





By: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.

It was 18th day of November, when I saw her. She was totally naughty and rebellious. I loved watching her, although I know to myself,  that I will not like her because of her attitude but I don’t know what happen why I can’t get her out of my mind.
I supposed to pass that way, but accidentally I slipped right to her, and luckily I kissed her.  I saw her brown eyes and her lips, it is really like a lips of a baby.  Soft and delicious. I supposed to smile at her but I was hit by her finger. I tried to say sorry but she refused to accept it. She cried right to my face and she said “you idiot!, why you kissed me? Do you want me to kill you?”.  I was shocked and didn’t say any word. I hurriedly get my bag and run.
One morning, I saw her again. She was wearing a white whole dress. And it is so annoying for me to see her wearing that kind of dress.  My lips began to open and start laughing; unknowingly, she went to me and hit me again. I was shocked for the second time around. It hurts, but this time, she does it gentler than the first. I began to admire her when I saw her giving candies and foods to the street children. That was the first time I saw her smiling. That makes me realize that I shouldn’t judge her the first time I saw her. I supposed to leave to that place when somebody called my name. And it was, Richard, the closest friend I ever had to our village. To my surprise, Richard who is my true friend is the boyfriend of the girl I really admire.  I came to Richard to give him a straight punch. “ouch!” Richard said. I was just laughing at him. Then after sometime, that girl came by. I don’t know, but my body was shaking and my heart began to explode. I smiled at her, but in the third time she hit me again. Richard was shocked but me?  I already used to that, I asked her why but she was just staring at me like a horrible criminal. But because of Richard I did not asked her that much.
A month later, Richard was requested by his parents to visit their farm at Bukidnon. And Richard as the only child should say yes to the request of his parents. But before he went to Bukidnon, he asked me to take good care of his girlfriend. And because he is my friend, I did not refuse to his request.
It was 3rd day of January when Richard’s flight to Bukidnon. Me and July (his girlfriend), accompanied him to the airport. Richard kissed her and say goodbye. When Richard hugged her, there is a strange feeling I felt. I know it is not for Richard, it is for July. I can’t afford watching her crying it seems that my heart is also crying. I don’t know, but I think, this time, I already fell in love with her.  I know it is wrong but I can’t help myself falling in love with her.
As the day goes by, I and July is starting to become a friend, until such time I already gained enough strength and courage to court her. She was surprised. I thought she will not accept me but to my surprised she says yes to me even though we know it is wrong because she still have a boyfriend, but still, we continue. Until such time Richard went back. We kept our mouth shut. Richard was innocent about the things happened for the past 3 months. We decided to keep our relationship as a big secret and don’t want to tell it to Richard. At first, I think its o.k but when I saw them kissing, It makes me realize that I can’t go on with this kind of relationship. I find time to talk with her, and to ask about our relationship. She just told me that she can’t find any ways to break him up. I let her choose between the two of us, and then she chooses me. I did not expect it. That time, I wanted to give up on her but she forced me to hold on. But because I really loved her I choose to stay.
Another one month. But this time I can’t continue the kind of relationship we have. I asked her again. But still she chooses me. I asked her, why me?. Then she just replied me this statement “I don’t know, but for now, all I know is that, I love you”. After she says that, my tears began to fall. I turned my head and began to walk. She caught me and hugged me tight. She was crying and begging to wait but I already made up my mind and I told her “I want to be with you forever, but we both know, we entered a wrong relationship and I can’t afford hurting someone, most especially my friend. I love you and you know that but this time. I just want you and my friend to be happy. I’m sorry but I think I should set you free”. She let me go.
After that incident, I heard news coming from our neighbour. “There was a girl hanging in the big tree!” The news spread very fast. At first, I did not mind it, but when I heard the police that the name of the girl was July. I run quickly to the place where the big tree located. And when I reached there, my body seems to collapse and my knee becomes weak. It was her, July, the girl whom I truly loved. She was already gone. I hugged her tight and kissed her head, I began to cry. It seems that my world was gone. I want to go with her. I regret why I did not fight our relationship. But it is too late. She’s gone. My life was gone. I don’t want to see the world, I want her! I want her!
 At the burial, Richard gives me the letter that July gave to him before we talk, and she said to the letter “I’m sorry Richard; you know that I love you but I love John more than you. I’m sorry; I want you to set me free”. After I read it her mother came by and told me, “my daughter doesn’t want any except, you, she want to marry you and she really loves you”. Her mother hugged me tight and cry to my shoulder.

THE END. . .

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

The Monster Inside Me





“Hi my name is Hale, every time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I can’t remember what are the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I know for somehow I’ve become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change it, you gave me something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get inside of my body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to get and killed him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know what will I do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me”     







He’s name was Hale. He is a 25 year old man who loves to play video games. Every single day of his life, he wants to spend in just playing and playing. One day when he was at the video game shop, he saw a very beautiful lady, she was wearing red shirt with white shorts , of course, she have also a fair white skin, her hair were black and her lips were so kissable and her body, she was so hot.
            After Hale saw that beautiful woman he tried his best to get the number of that woman and to have a date with her. it was almost a month that Hale was courting that girl but when the day comes when that girl was actually answered him, Hale got disappointed, because when he saw the girl, she’s with other guy. Hale was so depressed because he was not expected that girl was nothing but a girl with no heart. Then Hale spent his time playing with video game.
            After a month, Hale got a bad news from his brother. He found out that their parents were crashed in a car accident. Hale was shocked about the news and he directly went to his brother’s house, to check if it is true. But when he arrived there, he found out that his brother was right. Hale’s parents were dead. Then after that, Hale decided to throw away his video games and concentrated to the business that his parents left to him.
            Since Hale have no any background about the business, it is not surprising if Hale can’t handle the business right. That’s why after 3 months, the business was bankrupt, the only thing that his parents left to him was already gone.
            Hale did not cope with the situation, he always get drunk and find for any trouble that makes his life more miserable. He did not want to go to his home because until now, he still feels the presents of his parents. Hale get worse everyday. All the people were already hate him and always box him. The only place that Hale gets relieved was in the river.  
            One day when he was getting drunk again, he find another trouble and accidentally, he hit one of the kids playing outside the bar. There are blood scattered in his face and his hands. Hale was panic and run to the river. After a while, Hale got asleep and when he wakes up one morning, he was surprised of what he saw. There was a woman sitting beside him. The woman was actually beautiful but one thing that Hale observed, that woman was looking at one direction only. Because of Hale’s curiosity he ask the woman then the woman admit that she was a blind person.
            Hale ask the girl why she was with him then the girl said “I never been feel and see beautiful place like this”, Hale was laughing. Then the girl asks him “why? Is there something wrong with my statement? Do i have no right to use the term see it’s because of my situation?” Hale stop laughing and become serious. Then after a while the woman ask him, “how about you Mr why you are here and what is your name?” at first, Hale did not answer him but because the woman will not stop on asking then Hale forced to tell him but before he tells everything to that woman, Hale remember his family, and then he cried. The woman was surprised and she ask Hale what happened then Hale tells her “my name is Hale; I’m a very bad guy with a nonsense life story. I love to see troubles and I also love to hurt somebody”, the woman asks him why but Hale did not utter any words again. Then the woman touches his face to wipe away his tears and touches his hands, then the woman said “I know that you are a good person, this hands, it already tired of holding things which it thinks it could be impossible to touch.” Then the woman hugs him.
            Then after a minute of chatting with each other they decided to return to their home but Hale decided to accompanied the woman first, before they reached to the woman’s house, Hale ask the woman’s name then he found out that her name was Miriam. They are comfortable with each other and they find themselves very happy. Their friendship lasted for one year but Hale can’t still get himself in drinking those alcoholic drinks.
            Miriam tried her best but she cannot do anything to stop Hale she’s been trying to understand Hale but this time she’s want to give up. Until such time, she told Hale that she don’t want to see him anymore because she don’t want to have a friend who is always drunk. But Hale begs her and tries to give him another chance. Then Miriam accepts his proposal so long that he will change. Hale really tried his best to get out with that drinks but often times he can’t control himself if he will do that he make sure that Miriam will not know it.
            After a month, Hale and Miriam became lovers they were happy with each other, Hale stops drinking alcoholic drinks. Their relationship lasted for 2 years but everything was change when they found out that Hale got a liver cancer. The doctor gave him one month to live. Each day of their lives they spent it wisely. Hale’s cancer became worse and worse everyday they tried to find solution. But it was all useless. Hale admits to himself that he will be lost one day but for Miriam she can’t admit it.  Hale said to Miriam “before I die, I want you to know that I never been tired of loving you, you change me and you’ll never leave me. I love you. Hope for the very last time, my wish will come true.” Miriam replied with a tears in her eyes “ what is that?”. Hale replied “before I die I want you to marry me” Miriam cried and she say yes. Hale put the ring in her finger everyone in that room was actually crying.
            When the day of their wedding has finally arrived, Hale was the happiest man that day eventhough he was in his wheelchair. When the ceremony starts Miriam also starts to cry although she can’t see the people around her, still she knows that everybody was crying. It only takes a minute when their wedding was finally comes to an end. Then Hale tried his best to stand just to kiss his beautiful bride.
            When they were in their honeymoon, Hale feels so warm and he want to smell the fresh air along  the sea that’s why they went to the seashore. They watch the sunset and they try to reminisce all of their past moment. Hale was just looking at the face of his wife then tears falls from his eyes. Then he told Miriam “I never thought that I will be your husband. I’m sorry, I want to stay with you but we know that it will be impossible. Though someday I will be lost, I promise that I will not stop loving you, hopefully when I’m gone you would find someone else that could replace me and love you more than the love that I’ve shown to you. It is really hard but what will I do if this monster inside me will not go.” Then Miriam told him “yes the monster, the monster that could get you to me, the monster that we can never defeat and the monster that I will always be hated forever.” Then Hale look at the sky and he whisper “Hi my name is Hale, you know what? every time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I can’t remember what are the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I know for somehow I’ve become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change it, you gave me something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get inside of my body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to get and killed him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know what will I do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me” then Miriam hug him and try to comfort him.
            Then before the sun went down Hale kiss Miriam’s forehead then Hale said “goodnight” and hug his wife. Miriam knows that it will be the last words that he can hear from Hale. Then Miriam told him “get sleep and take a rest don’t worry I will never leave beside you, I love you”.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

BE INSPIRED: A COMMERCIAL THAT WOULD TAKE YOUR HEART AWAY

BE INSPIRED

BE INSPIRED BY THIS VIDEO:
 THIS COMMERCIAL IS ONE OF THE BEST COMMERCIAL IN MEDIA NETWORKS AND GAINS AWARDS, THE STORY OF THIS COMMERCIAL IS, THERE WAS AN ACCIDENT HAPPENED AND THIS THREE/FOUR PEOPLE INSIDE THE CAR WILL ACTUALLY LEAVES THE PHYSICAL WORLD, BUT THERE IS ONE OF THEM WHO FORGETS TO GET HIS SEAT BELT AND BECAUSE OF THAT, HIS SOUL STOCKED AND HE DIDN'T LEAVE HIS BODY, AND THAT MAKES HIM STAY ALIVE.

MORAL LESSON:
   God has a Planned for us, if he will take you, he will take you but if he thinks you have to do something important here on earth. Sometimes, those individual who are very much faithful to HIM is the one that he wants to stay and for those who always disobey HIM, that people will certainly be get and be live the body that GOD gives to us. Hope you inspired by this video. 

BE GUIDE: LOVING YOUR BESTFRIEND

BE GUIDE

LOVING YOUR BESTFRIEND

Question: What if you're inlove with your Bestfriend? What Will You Do?

Answer:
     It is inevitable for a woman to be easily fall in love with her bestfriend (boy), Why? it's because woman are very much closed to her bestfriend, because for her, she feels so secured and comfortable with her bestfriend that makes her fall in love with her bestfriend. Same with the man, actually, if the man don't have any girlfriend, but he has a girl bestfriend, he is already contented with her, and he is now satisfy with his bestfriend. And because of this, the two people find it easy to fall inlove with each other.
    I'm sure, the things that comes to you mind if you're inlove with your bestfriend, is the possibility that you will lost your friendship, well, that is certainly true, but have you think of the possibility that there is a chance that your friendship will never be gone forever, if ever that your relationship really works. There are two factors that walking into your brain when you are trying to think of what will be the result if you will have a special relationship to your bestfriend.
    Honestly speaking, there is a greater risk if you will have an intimate relationship with your bestfriend, but for sure you will feel so happy. If you try to balance the situation, what will you choose? Will you let your feelings be hid forever but you are not happy although you keep your friendship or will you sacrifice your friendship and feel the joy the you never felt through out your life?.
    To answer the question; What will you do if happened you're inlove with your bestfriend, the answer is can be summarize in one word, and that is "TRY", yes, you have to try, try to be the most girlfriend/boyfriend to him/her, try to take the risk and try to breaks those negative points in your mind,  in short, you should try to be a special someone to him/her, be his/her lover, don't worry, if happened that your relationship will not work, you are less assured that you both really have a feelings to each other.
   In this situation, you, and it will always be you that knows the best, but I tell you, there'll be no problem if you will try. Who knows he/she is just waiting for you to say "I Love You" and expect that he/she will reply "I Love You Too" and if this will happened, well, congratulations to you, and make sure that you will love him/her purely and honestly because everything starts in these two words.

HOPEFULLY, THIS ADVICE REALLY HELPS YOU TO SOLVE YOUR PROBLEM.

Learn with my Failure: Things that you need to Consider when starting a business (Part I)

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