I Give My All: Author’s Note (An Ebook Release)

 There are only 5 characters here, first is Spencer, then second is Joie, third is Sheena and the last is the mother and father of Spencer. Spencer was then the first and the main character in which he found out that he has this brain tumour and he only have 3 months to live. While Joie is the bestfriend of Spencer that makes Spencer’s life happy and complete but because of the girl that they both love which is Sheena, Joie start to hate Spencer and closely breaks their friendship. But because Spencer really cares about his bestfriend and about their friendship, he didn’t stop and didn’t give up on his bestfriend. Then afterwards, as the weeks goes by, Spencer starts to believe that his life is already okay and he could now take the fate that was given to him by God. And not later than 3 months Spencer finally met the sunset that touch not only his life but also the lives of his family and to his bestfriend.
The core of this story is Love, Friendship and Fate. If you don't take life as something positive, you will suffer. But if you will enjoy of what are the things that God gave you. You will be contented and fulfilled. Life is something we should look forward. Regardless with the negative feedback and negative environment that we have, we should always be thankful to God. Remember, in each side of the story, whether it's comedy, tragedy or love story, there is always a positive side of it. Do not afraid to take risk as long as you know that you're doing the right thing, then no problem at all.

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I Love You because I Kissed You

Before I enter the room, I hear boys laughing, I don’t know what they are doing but one thing for sure they’re really having fun. I slowly open the door and then I found out that they are making bully of one of my classmate. I save her and I decided to bring her to the one of my favourite place in our school. I saw her smile and I realized that she’s cute but that time I have a girlfriend that I loved very much. I ask her why they are doing that to her, then she replied to me “because of my appearance, I guess” in my mind I said “obviously” but I choose to say good things about her. I know that she’s beautiful If only she has a friend who could help her to change her appearance. She was actually wearing a big eye glass with colourful dress then flat shoes. When you look at her, she really looks like a Christmas tree girl but I did not tell it to her because I’m afraid that I can hurt her feelings.

          Two years later, me and my girlfriend are getting stronger everyday because I know in myself that I love her, but one day when I was buying at the mall I saw my girlfriend with the other guy. I don’t know what will I do, should I talk to her and ask her who’s that man? Or I will just ignore it, maybe that was just her brother or one of her friend but I think it’s not, they are holding their hands and they are so sweet.  I call my bestfriend what should I do, then she advices me to look for my girlfriend and follow them wherever they will go with that guy.

          As I following them, they enter in the movie theatre and I still follow them. Because the place was really dark I really can’t see them and I just decided to sit and watch for the movie for a while, it was a romantic movie, suddenly, I get irritated with the two people sitting beside me, when I  look at them, I catch them kissing. I ask them two stop what they are doing, when the girl turns her head to me, I was shock!  that was my girlfriend! I immediately stand and went outside; I ran to my car and decided to leave the place. I went to my favourite place and I shout and shout. After sometime, there was a girl who stands beside me and she told me “are you okay?”  I did not reply to her because in the first place I don’t know that girl. I walk and the girl shouts “thank you!” my feet immediately stops, I turn my head and I ask her “for what?” then she ran after me then she told me “for giving me my confidence, and for giving me the hope that I could find a man that will truly love me” by then, I recognized her smile “it was you! How are you?” “I’m doing great! How about you?” then we talk for about 15 minutes, and then I decided to go.

          After that day, I decided to move to other place so that I could get easily recover from the pain, I move to the house of my brother, and after three days, I found out that one of our neighbour is the cute girl that I save in our school. We became friends, and we used to do fishing and biking. After a month, I and my ex-girlfriend are starting to build our relationship again, and I decided to go back to my place. Fifteen minutes before I leave, I go to the house of my friend, Jenny (the cute girl that I save and the girl whom I became bestfriend) to say goodbye to her, when I knock at their door, nobody answering me, since the door is open, I enter the house and look for Jenny, when I was at her room I saw a notebook and I read the message that she wrote for me and this was the message “I even give up my work just to follow you wherever you will go because I want to see you every day, this house, it’s not my house nor my parents’ house, I just rent this house so that I could see you always. I thought, you already forget that girl because she hurt your feelings, I know from the very beginning that she was cheated on you I just decided to say nothing against her because I know that you still love her. I sacrifice my own happiness, you don’t know how hard for me to talk to you and laugh with you that seem nothing feelings involve. When you told me that you want me to be your bestfriend, I said yes, even though I want more than your friend, I want to be you girl, I want to love you and I want that you love me too but I guess it will not be happening. Now, that you will go back to her, there’s nothing that I could do, because I know that you really love her but me? You never did! I’m sorry if I did not say this to you personally, but I love you Orl, I really did, please be happy always and be safe always. Hope you will be happy with her, thank you and take care. I have to say goodbye to you”.

          Tears fall from my eyes and I search for her, then I saw her in our favourite place. When I’m about to reach her, she ask me when will I’ll be going to go back in my house. I did not answer her, she stand and turns her head then she cry “you already read that? I guess I don’t have something to say, be happy and take good care, best” then she walks. I stop her and kiss her “why you don’t tell me, all I know is that, you have a boyfriend” then she chuckle “I just make a story so that you will not be bother anymore”. “Bother? You don’t know how I want to kiss you and hug you; you don’t know how hard to keep these feelings that I feel for you. You don’t know how hard for me to say that I want you to be my bestfriend well in fact, the truth is, I want you to be my girl” then she slap me, “liar! Me? You want me to be your girl? How about your girlfriend? How about Ivy?” then silence came, after a minute “I thought, I still love her, but I was wrong, so wrong, after I read your letter, I realized that I love you also” she looks at me then she cried, I try to comfort her but she push me away, then she looks at me again with that killer smile, I hug her and she ask me “do you really love me?”. I did not reply to her but instead I kiss her and I ask her “do you think, I will be doing all of this like kissing you, if I don’t love you?” then she smile at me.

***THE END***

I Love You Babe

   

   I was sitting beside her. She was crying. She holds my hand tightly and said “I want to die”, but I told her to be strong. She looks at me and touches my face then she starts to narrate her love story.

            Her name was Julianne. She was then a first year college student in Central Mindanao University where she met this bad guy. She hates the guy but because of some incidence that happens to them she now understands why the guy behaves like that. Actually, the guy grow up in a family that for him, he can never be like. His father was a businessman as well as his mother. He can’t find any reason why he should stay at their house. That’s why, he decided to be independent. Julianne was shocked about his life. But now, that she knows it already she let herself to become a friend of that guy, the first girl friend that the guy have ever had when he start schooling at college.

             A few months later, the guy courted Julianne. Julianne was surprised. But, because she also has a feeling to the guy, she accepts the proposal. Her friends hate her. She ignores everything that her friends told about his boyfriend because of her love, until her friends already accept the guy. Their relationship grew stronger as the day passed by. Until they celebrate their fourth anniversary, it was happen on March 17. Julianne was so happy and so with Robert (the name of the guy). Before they went home, Robert says these words to Julianne, “Babe, you changed my life, you make me happy every day, and because of you, I realize that, I should now accept and love my family. Thank you because you open my eyes and heart to love you as well as to love my family. You mean a lot to me. And, you are my everything babe. I Love You “. Julianne was speechless, and the only thing that she does was to hug Robert and cry to Robert’s shoulder. Robert kisses Julianne. Then they went home.

  After the graduation, Julianne immediately find a job. She was then a secretary in a multi-national company. Even if Julianne and Robert were far from each other, the two lovers still find a way to communicate and to have a date, at least once a month. Every morning, Robert calls Julianne just to say Good Morning and Have a nice day,then in the evening just to say Good night and I love you. Julianne was already use to it.

            Julianne works in Davao while Robert stays in Bukidnon. Although this is the kind of relationship that they have, but still Robert finds a way just to see Julianne. Until such time, when Robert did not shown up to Julianne anymore, but still Robert always calling her. Julianne wondered why but she just thinks that Robert was busy. It was October when Julianne decided to take a vacation and visit Robert. Julianne was surprised of what she saw. She saw a coffin, inside the house of Robert. Julianne paused for a while and then think. Then she said, “Maybe it is just the grandfather of Robert”. Julianne thinks positively. Before she reached the door, she saw me. Standing right before her, she asks me about Robert, if Robert was o.k or what are the things that Robert do. But I did not respond to her. I did not say any word. I look at her then suddenly my tears fall from my eyes. I hugged her and the only word that I utter was “sorry”. She looks again at the coffin, I can feel her heart, and it is beating so fast, after a while, she walk slowly to see who was in the coffin. I can see her hands, its shaking and so with her feet and body. When she was at the door, she ran quickly to know who was really lying at that coffin. Then she saw Robert, her one and only babe. She open the coffin and hugged the dead and cold body of Robert, she cried and cried. The atmosphere that time was so humid, but the air that touches my skin was so cold. I can’t explain my feelings it seems that my heart wants to explode. But even though that was the situation, still, I get Julianne and try to comfort her. Then we sit at the corner, and she tells me everything about their past moments.

  At the burial, Mrs. Bernabe, the mother of Robert, tells everything to Julianne and she said, “my son suffered a lot from the cancer, he always calling your name, he wanted to see you but he knows that it could never be happen because of his situation”, his mother paused for a while to take a deep breath, then she continued, “my son really fight the cancer because he wanted to grow old with you, it was almost two months of suffering, the time that he never showed up to you. The voice that you hear every morning and evening was really his voice but it was only a recorded voice.” Then she added, “he told me to give this voice recorder to you, here, take this, this is the last record he made”, then Mrs. Bernabe cried. Julianne take the voice recorder and she played it. But the only word that she hears in that recorder was, “I Love You Babe”. 

The Monster Inside Me

“Hi my name is Hale, every time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I can’t remember what are the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I know for somehow I’ve become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change it, you gave me something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get inside of my body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to get and killed him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know what will I do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me”     

He’s name was Hale. He is a 25 year old man who loves to play video games. Every single day of his life, he wants to spend in just playing and playing. One day when he was at the video game shop, he saw a very beautiful lady, she was wearing red shirt with white shorts , of course, she have also a fair white skin, her hair were black and her lips were so kissable and her body, she was so hot.

            After Hale saw that beautiful woman he tried his best to get the number of that woman and to have a date with her. it was almost a month that Hale was courting that girl but when the day comes when that girl was actually answered him, Hale got disappointed, because when he saw the girl, she’s with other guy. Hale was so depressed because he was not expected that girl was nothing but a girl with no heart. Then Hale spent his time playing with video game.

            After a month, Hale got a bad news from his brother. He found out that their parents were crashed in a car accident. Hale was shocked about the news and he directly went to his brother’s house, to check if it is true. But when he arrived there, he found out that his brother was right. Hale’s parents were dead. Then after that, Hale decided to throw away his video games and concentrated to the business that his parents left to him.

            Since Hale have no any background about the business, it is not surprising if Hale can’t handle the business right. That’s why after 3 months, the business was bankrupt, the only thing that his parents left to him was already gone.

            Hale did not cope with the situation, he always get drunk and find for any trouble that makes his life more miserable. He did not want to go to his home because until now, he still feels the presents of his parents. Hale get worse everyday. All the people were already hate him and always box him. The only place that Hale gets relieved was in the river.  

            One day when he was getting drunk again, he find another trouble and accidentally, he hit one of the kids playing outside the bar. There are blood scattered in his face and his hands. Hale was panic and run to the river. After a while, Hale got asleep and when he wakes up one morning, he was surprised of what he saw. There was a woman sitting beside him. The woman was actually beautiful but one thing that Hale observed, that woman was looking at one direction only. Because of Hale’s curiosity he ask the woman then the woman admit that she was a blind person.

            Hale ask the girl why she was with him then the girl said “I never been feel and see beautiful place like this”, Hale was laughing. Then the girl asks him “why? Is there something wrong with my statement? Do i have no right to use the term see it’s because of my situation?” Hale stop laughing and become serious. Then after a while the woman ask him, “how about you Mr why you are here and what is your name?” at first, Hale did not answer him but because the woman will not stop on asking then Hale forced to tell him but before he tells everything to that woman, Hale remember his family, and then he cried. The woman was surprised and she ask Hale what happened then Hale tells her “my name is Hale; I’m a very bad guy with a nonsense life story. I love to see troubles and I also love to hurt somebody”, the woman asks him why but Hale did not utter any words again. Then the woman touches his face to wipe away his tears and touches his hands, then the woman said “I know that you are a good person, this hands, it already tired of holding things which it thinks it could be impossible to touch.” Then the woman hugs him.

            Then after a minute of chatting with each other they decided to return to their home but Hale decided to accompanied the woman first, before they reached to the woman’s house, Hale ask the woman’s name then he found out that her name was Miriam. They are comfortable with each other and they find themselves very happy. Their friendship lasted for one year but Hale can’t still get himself in drinking those alcoholic drinks.

            Miriam tried her best but she cannot do anything to stop Hale she’s been trying to understand Hale but this time she’s want to give up. Until such time, she told Hale that she don’t want to see him anymore because she don’t want to have a friend who is always drunk. But Hale begs her and tries to give him another chance. Then Miriam accepts his proposal so long that he will change. Hale really tried his best to get out with that drinks but often times he can’t control himself if he will do that he make sure that Miriam will not know it.

            After a month, Hale and Miriam became lovers they were happy with each other, Hale stops drinking alcoholic drinks. Their relationship lasted for 2 years but everything was change when they found out that Hale got a liver cancer. The doctor gave him one month to live. Each day of their lives they spent it wisely. Hale’s cancer became worse and worse everyday they tried to find solution. But it was all useless. Hale admits to himself that he will be lost one day but for Miriam she can’t admit it.  Hale said to Miriam “before I die, I want you to know that I never been tired of loving you, you change me and you’ll never leave me. I love you. Hope for the very last time, my wish will come true.” Miriam replied with a tears in her eyes “ what is that?”. Hale replied “before I die I want you to marry me” Miriam cried and she say yes. Hale put the ring in her finger everyone in that room was actually crying.

            When the day of their wedding has finally arrived, Hale was the happiest man that day eventhough he was in his wheelchair. When the ceremony starts Miriam also starts to cry although she can’t see the people around her, still she knows that everybody was crying. It only takes a minute when their wedding was finally comes to an end. Then Hale tried his best to stand just to kiss his beautiful bride.

            When they were in their honeymoon, Hale feels so warm and he want to smell the fresh air along  the sea that’s why they went to the seashore. They watch the sunset and they try to reminisce all of their past moment. Hale was just looking at the face of his wife then tears falls from his eyes. Then he told Miriam “I never thought that I will be your husband. I’m sorry, I want to stay with you but we know that it will be impossible. Though someday I will be lost, I promise that I will not stop loving you, hopefully when I’m gone you would find someone else that could replace me and love you more than the love that I’ve shown to you. It is really hard but what will I do if this monster inside me will not go.” Then Miriam told him “yes the monster, the monster that could get you to me, the monster that we can never defeat and the monster that I will always be hated forever.” Then Hale look at the sky and he whisper “Hi my name is Hale, you know what? every time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I can’t remember what are the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I know for somehow I’ve become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change it, you gave me something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get inside of my body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to get and killed him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know what will I do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me” then Miriam hug him and try to comfort him.

            Then before the sun went down Hale kiss Miriam’s forehead then Hale said “goodnight” and hug his wife. Miriam knows that it will be the last words that he can hear from Hale. Then Miriam told him “get sleep and take a rest don’t worry I will never leave beside you, I love you”.