The Mood of Silence

I was trying to be out of great emptiness

But I don't know why I can't help myself to resist

With the mood of silence that passes into my veins

Lord really knows, that I have something in me that I truly cares.

Silence brings peacefulness to everyone

Silence could give you time where you can search for the lacking one

But if you are not used to this silence

Your heart and your mind seem to break into pieces

I was never like this before

Silence gives the happiness that I looking for

But when I see the real friends and people in my side

I can't help myself to keep my heart in a deep sight.

Yes! I was really wrong when I started to trust the silence

But if you are just alone and don't have any people whom you called friends
You would actually open your arms to the madness of silence
And wouldn't know the art of a true and real friends


I was totally out and being left in the dark
Silence and self-pettiness are coming into my lonely heart
I was trying my best to look for the light
And trying to break the silence that was covering my sight


Someone called me and  ask me to stay
I can't help my heart but to understand and accept what he says
Now, when he already found the real happiness in his heart
He now then left me and forget me on his part


Cry would not solve this problem of mine
And also, it will not let the silence the will rest into my mind
I don't know if I can now let this Silence come again into my system
But one thing for sure, this Silence will become my strength and not my weakness


Now, that I'm starting to break this Silence
I just want to be sure about the people in my surrounding
Thank you Lord for the gift that you gave me
And finally, let the mood of Silence be out and free. 

My Dream Girl

When I was in the terminal

I heard the music entitled “physical”

I smiled because I saw a girl that was fantastical

Because of her dress that was look so hysterical

I never thought that I will be get mesmerized to her

Just because the way she dress and the way she interfere

I promised myself the next time that I will saw her

I will do my best to take good care of her

For how many years had passed

I never saw the girl in my past

I was worried and wanted to meet her again

And hopefully gonna find and officially met her

I was searching in Facebook to maybe look on her picture

But sad to say, I couldn’t find any of her interesting delineation

Maybe somehow God will help me with her

And would find her and ask if I could make her as my girl

One day, when I was sitting in the park

I heard a dog that was really noisy of his bark

I was confused why does this dog barking?

Then I find out that he found something

When I actually pick that thing

I remember the girl of my dream

The girl that I wanted so bad

A girl that will not make me feel sad

I was turning my head looking if she’s here

Asking those little kids that was playing

Then someone call my name

And when I turn, it was my mom!

I was really mad to my mother

Because I will not see her again

Then I walked together with my mom

Because according to her she will have to acquaint me to someone.

When I got home

I went directly to my room

So feel mad at my mother

And don’t want to waste any time for my future lover

After 5 minutes of sobbing

I heard someone knocking

And when I open the door of my room

I saw a girl that was standing alone

It was her!

The girl that I search for a very long time

Now I’m sure that I’m in love

And want to marry her until the end of time

My Best Friend: Sundie

I was not expecting for something

But God gave me a special gift that is worth living

He gave me a true friend that was not my age

A friend that I consider the best until the end.

I found myself to him,

A man that was full of questions and wondering

That's why I started to trust and like him

Because of his attitude and his way of surviving

His name is Sundie

And he was always happy

The happiness that I always wanted to sees

But I couldn't see it because of my self-pettiness

My Best friend is brave and strong

He was really handsome and you can debate me if I'm wrong

He was a true man with full of dream in his heart

Although sometimes I can see his lonely part

One day, He tries to approach me

To ask some advises and to hear his stories

I was really surprise and I couldn't believe it

But because he was my best friend, I know he don't want to do it.

He said, that was his greatest secret

A secret that he wanted to be discreet

I was really happy because he trusted me this much

And hopefully, these things would really last.

I was moved upon hearing his problem

I want to help him, and want to take good care of him

But since I know he can pass all of these trials

That's why I just talk to him and tries to be like not bias

I was really scared when he told me that he want to die

I was crying and worried and I'm not really telling a lie

I want to go to him and want to stop him

But thank God because he finally relieve all of his pain.

I consider him as my brother

A true friend, strong shelter and good comforter

I consider him as one of my true family

And don't want to lose him until we reach all of my dreams

And now, I felt again that strange feeling

Because maybe I would go to another place and leave for my dreams

But as I tried to ask him

I can see to his eyes that he wanted me to follow my dreams

Right now, I was really crying

Because of one true great understanding

That I couldn't make this far not because of him

And could not feel this happiness that he truly brings.

I don't want to end this poem

But I guess it should be done like a real poem

All I wanted is to write all of his good points

And all i wanted is to prove his worth. .

A POEM FOR LIBYA

Libya was a part of African Country

Wherein it was located in the northern part of Egyptian community

It was then a silent city

But we were shocked of what is the news today.

Libya was now destructed by angry individual

Who wants to be free from the old precedential?

Many citizens have wasted their lives

Because of these non sense political rites.

Do the people saw what they are doing?

They don’t know that many are suffering

Because of the selfishness and hungry of the power

Many had cried and many did not survive

Love is the only thing they need

In order for the country to be developed and succeed

People should think of what are the beneficial to others

And stop this foolishness and start to hug one another

Now, Libya are starting to collapsed

Hopefully, one day, war will now be stopped

So that, children in the future will not be afraid

In continue to live in a life that was full of hope and love.

Hindi Tayo Para sa Isa’t-isa

(kwentula ni: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr)

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Dose anyos palang ng tayo’y naging magsyota

Pinigilan ko ang aking sarili dahil meron akong isang salita

Kaya naman ng naiwan tayong dalawa sa bahay ni Tita

Umiwas akong tumabi sayo dahil baka hidi ko makaya

Tinago natin sa ating mga kamag-anak at ating pamilya

Na ako at ikaw ay nagmamahalan na

Kasi naman, tayong dalawa ay magkamag-anak  pala

Kaya naman, iniwasan natin ang isat-isa

Limang taon tayong hindi nagkita

Dahil kinailangan nating maghiwalay para sa kanila

Kaya naman ng nalaman  ko na ako’y iiwan mo na

Hindi ako nagdalawang isip na itanan kita

Nagalit ang lahat sa atin ng tayo’y lumayo

Tiniis nalang natin at kailangan magtago

Oo masakit, pero mas hindi ko kakayanin

Kung mawala ka sakin at ang baby nating paparating

Ng ako’y naghahanap ng trabaho para mabuhay ko kayo

Meron tumawag sakin, at ang sabi “Hoy! Gago!”

Nabigla ako at kumaripas ng takbo

Akala ko kung sino, yun pala ang otol ko

Ilang saglit ay narealize ko

Na ang tinig palang iyon, ay galing sa otol ko

Binalikan ko sya kung saan ako nanggaling

Kaya lang ako’y minalas dahil wala na ang otol kung magaling

Unang gabi natin ng tayo’y nagsama

At ang pakiramdam ko ay ang saya-saya

Kahit saan man tayo magpunta

Magiging Masaya ako sa piling mo sinta

Dalawang buwan palang ng tayo’y nag live-in

Pero bakit kaya ang pakiramdam ko’y ayaw mo na sa akin

Madalas mo akong ina-away

Siguro’y gusto mo lang akong palaging nasa bahay

Nung una, ay naiitindihan pa kita

Pero ng naglaon ay, ako’y nasasakal na

Siguro nga’y totoo ang sabi nila

Na hindi madali ang maging batang ama

Kaya naman, ng ako’y lumuwas ng Maynila

Bigla mo akong tinawagan at sinabing “ako’y aalis na”

Ako’y nabigla sa iyong sinabi

At napaiyak na lamang sa isang tabi

Limang taon ang nakalipas

At yumaman narin ako sa wakas

Binalikan kita at ang ating anak

Kaya nga lang ako’y nabigla sa kanilang inulat

Namatay na ang babeng pinkamamahal ko

Sakit daw niya’y cancer sa bato

Yun pala ang kanyang naging dahilan

Kung bakit niyang naisip na akoy iniwan

Ngayon, malaki na ang anak natin

At naisip ko na siya ay dalhin

Sa tahanan na sana’y aming titirhan

At ikaw Hanna na lubos kung minahal

Siguro nga’y hindi kami para sa isa’t-isa

Kayan naman ay napagisip-isp ko na

Kailangan ko nalang pagtu-unang pansin

Walang iba, kung hindi ang prinsesa namin

***THE END***

THE LAST TIME I SAW HER

The last time I saw her,

I can still see her beautiful smile.

The last I saw her,

She never had been out of my mind.

The last time I saw her,

I was mad because I forgot her name.

The last time I saw her,

I was mad because she forgets what was my name.

The last time I saw her,

She’s told me that she love me.

The last time I saw her

She gives me her hug and she cried at me.

The last time I saw her,

She was sitting at her balcony.

The last time I saw her,

She never had been stop in believing.

Until the last time I saw her

She holds my hand and say thank you for me

Because the last time I saw her

That was the last time she could spend her life living with me.

WHEN I SAY GOODBYE TO YOU

When I say goodbye to you

You never knew how hard to make it through

Loving someone like you

Is the happiest thing that I ever do?

When I say goodbye to you

My heart stop in beating so

You told me that I have to leave you

But what will I do if I still love you?

When I say goodbye to you

You told me that it’s hard for you

But why is it when I look at you

It seems that you’re happy to know that I will finally give up on you

I never see you for almost a year

Thank God, because I finally leave the tears

Now, I found the girl that I will love for the rest of my life

And hopefully, you found yourself in the midst of eternal life.

The Loving Son

You always told me that I’m stupid

And yet, I always look at it as something positive

You always told me that I’m nothing

And yet, I always think that it means nothing

You always make me cry

But because I love you, I just let it dry

You always shouting me

But because I love you, I never felt any pain for you

You always blame me of the negative things in your life

But because you’re my mother, I just ignore that

You always told me that I’m a son of a devil

But because you’re my mother, I just take it as something unreal

Now that you’re birthday is near to come

I want to leave you this poem that really get from the bottom of my heart

Now that you’re birthday is near to come

I want to leave you with a beautiful smile

Don’t think that the reason why I hang myself in the ceiling

Is because I’m already tired of caring for you

The reason why I choose to leave you

Is because I truly love you

Happy birthday mom

A POEM FOR JAPAN

Japan was in our history

Because of its power and nuclear factory

They have been the most advance country

Because of their equipment and intelligent society

Japan was famous of creating new gadgets

Like notebook, iPod, cell phone, and even the new tablet

But aside from the gadgets that they created

Their culture is also interesting, that’s why it is always promoted.

Japan was a beautiful country

They have beautiful ladies who have sexy body

Most of them are white and cutie

But the only problem is, they are always covered not even to see their bra and panty.

I’m just kidding on the previous paragraph

Just to make you smile, just like the power puff

But this time, I have to be serious

Because Japan is now suffering and that is not hilarious.

Let’s help them even without money

By our prayer, that hopefully they can recover someday

Because Japan was contributed a lot to our society

By its discoveries and gadgets that makes our life easy.

The Cold Christmas

I was dreaming of a white snow

Together with a cold blow

It was really a very beautiful night

With the stars the was really bright

I was thinking if Santa was really true

And waiting for him while it was raining a white snow

Maybe before the Christmas will finally come

I could see Santa bringing the gifts for everyone

It was 11:00 in the evening

But still, I couldn’t find Santa everywhere

Maybe he just wants me to be surprise

And be happy with the gift that I really desired

Christmas Eve is already here

I can hear choir singing and the bells that ringing

Maybe Santa will finally give me the gift

Or maybe he forgotten me because I’m a theft

Suddenly, I hear a voice laughing

I’m sure that Santa’s coming

I open my eyes and it was really true

That Santa is hear and he will carry me over with this cold snow

I was really happy when he carries me

But why is it I can see my body

And I ask Santa if I’m already dead

Then he answer me with full of sadness

I hen I hug him and say thank you to him

Because finally I already done with the life that I really suffer

Because I was then a poor boy sleeping in the street

And wishing that someday this will be the last cold Christmas that I feltL0

MY BESTFRIEND

By: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.

He knows when I’m happy

And he knows when I’m lonely

He knows when I’m angry

And he knows when I’m naughty

He makes me feel happy

If he can see me so lonely

And he makes my day so naughty

If he can see me so angry

He never speaks to me when he knows I’m angry

And he never let me become naughty

If he knows that I’m lonely

He tried his best to bring out my happiness

Just to live the day with full of gladness

He never leave me into the mid of problems

And never treat me as one of his enemies

That’s why, now, I become so lonely

Because no one dares to make me happy

I missed the day that we are naughty

And missed his advice when I feel so angry

THE HOPELESS FATHER

By: Orlan Doromal Tabuada Jr.

Before, we are a happy family

But it was all lost, because of the tsunami

I thought it was just a small tragedy

But I was wrong, because it almost killed half of the community

During the earthquake and tsunami

I tried my best to keep my family in safety

I even sacrifice my own life

Just to protect them to make them survive

I ran to the kitchen to get my wife’s medicine

But I make sure that they are secured where I put them

But when I was about to go out

Our ceiling was collapsed and totally breaks out

Fortunately, I survive from the tsunami event

But sad to say, my family didn’t

I scream just to call their names

But no one answered me except from my fellow friends

After two days, I decided to find them again

I never let my hope to be erased until the end

Eventhough, many people would say “they are gone”

But I don’t want to quit, maybe I could find even one.

Then suddenly I saw a child

It reminds me of my family, hoping them to be alive

But what will I do if I saw them died?

Maybe I just sit down and cry for their lost live.

NO CRY, NO MORE!!

At first, she slaps my face

And then, she kicks my knees

Then next, she drags my arm

And kiss me warm

I push her away

Because my eyes are starting to gray

I can’t breathe! I told her

But she did not listen and continue what she’s doing

After she makes me free

I feel good and starting to feel glee

I talk to her with a full of kindness

But she responded me with full of sexiness and full of aggressiveness

I help her to find her cottage

Because she told me that she has something to say

I waited for almost fifteen minutes

But she did not show to me even a glimpse

I started to walk away

But she shouted me and she said that I will stay

I ask her what she want to me

She just told me that she needs somebody

She cried and cried at my shoulder

Then only I discover

She told me that she has a cancer

And she can’t tell her family because she is the bread winner

That’s why she decided to take her vacation alone

To have a peace of mind and to have a solemn vacation

I understand why she was drunk

And I understand why she was acts like a crank

After that night

I told her that she has a very good fight

A fight that she must face

Not just to her family but also to her self

I told her to stop crying

And start to open her mind to the new beginning

I wipe away the tears in her eyes

Then she smiles at me and told me that she will be okay.