“Hi
my name is Hale, every time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I
can’t remember what are the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I
know for somehow I’ve become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change
it, you gave me something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get
inside of my body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to
get and killed him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know
what will I do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me”
He’s
name was Hale. He is a 25 year old man who loves to play video games. Every
single day of his life, he wants to spend in just playing and playing. One day
when he was at the video game shop, he saw a very beautiful lady, she was
wearing red shirt with white shorts , of course, she have also a fair white
skin, her hair were black and her lips were so kissable and her body, she was
so hot.
After Hale saw that beautiful woman he tried his best to
get the number of that woman and to have a date with her. it was almost a month
that Hale was courting that girl but when the day comes when that girl was
actually answered him, Hale got disappointed, because when he saw the girl,
she’s with other guy. Hale was so depressed because he was not expected that
girl was nothing but a girl with no heart. Then Hale spent his time playing
with video game.
After a month, Hale got a bad news from his brother. He
found out that their parents were crashed in a car accident. Hale was shocked
about the news and he directly went to his brother’s house, to check if it is
true. But when he arrived there, he found out that his brother was right.
Hale’s parents were dead. Then after that, Hale decided to throw away his video
games and concentrated to the business that his parents left to him.
Since Hale have no any background about the business, it
is not surprising if Hale can’t handle the business right. That’s why after 3
months, the business was bankrupt, the only thing that his parents left to him
was already gone.
Hale did not cope with the situation, he always get drunk
and find for any trouble that makes his life more miserable. He did not want to
go to his home because until now, he still feels the presents of his parents.
Hale get worse everyday. All the people were already hate him and always box
him. The only place that Hale gets relieved was in the river.
One day when he was getting drunk again, he find another
trouble and accidentally, he hit one of the kids playing outside the bar. There
are blood scattered in his face and his hands. Hale was panic and run to the
river. After a while, Hale got asleep and when he wakes up one morning, he was
surprised of what he saw. There was a woman sitting beside him. The woman was
actually beautiful but one thing that Hale observed, that woman was looking at
one direction only. Because of Hale’s curiosity he ask the woman then the woman
admit that she was a blind person.
Hale ask the girl why she was with him then the girl said
“I never been feel and see beautiful place like this”, Hale was laughing. Then
the girl asks him “why? Is there something wrong with my statement? Do i have
no right to use the term see it’s because of my situation?” Hale stop laughing
and become serious. Then after a while the woman ask him, “how about you Mr why
you are here and what is your name?” at first, Hale did not answer him but
because the woman will not stop on asking then Hale forced to tell him but
before he tells everything to that woman, Hale remember his family, and then he
cried. The woman was surprised and she ask Hale what happened then Hale tells her
“my name is Hale; I’m a very bad guy with a nonsense life story. I love to see
troubles and I also love to hurt somebody”, the woman asks him why but Hale did
not utter any words again. Then the woman touches his face to wipe away his
tears and touches his hands, then the woman said “I know that you are a good
person, this hands, it already tired of holding things which it thinks it could
be impossible to touch.” Then the woman hugs him.
Then after a minute of chatting with each other they
decided to return to their home but Hale decided to accompanied the woman
first, before they reached to the woman’s house, Hale ask the woman’s name then
he found out that her name was Miriam. They are comfortable with each other and
they find themselves very happy. Their friendship lasted for one year but Hale
can’t still get himself in drinking those alcoholic drinks.
Miriam tried her best but she cannot do anything to stop
Hale she’s been trying to understand Hale but this time she’s want to give up.
Until such time, she told Hale that she don’t want to see him anymore because
she don’t want to have a friend who is always drunk. But Hale begs her and
tries to give him another chance. Then Miriam accepts his proposal so long that
he will change. Hale really tried his best to get out with that drinks but
often times he can’t control himself if he will do that he make sure that
Miriam will not know it.
After a month, Hale and Miriam became lovers they were
happy with each other, Hale stops drinking alcoholic drinks. Their relationship
lasted for 2 years but everything was change when they found out that Hale got
a liver cancer. The doctor gave him one month to live. Each day of their lives
they spent it wisely. Hale’s cancer became worse and worse everyday they tried
to find solution. But it was all useless. Hale admits to himself that he will
be lost one day but for Miriam she can’t admit it. Hale said to Miriam “before I die, I want you
to know that I never been tired of loving you, you change me and you’ll never
leave me. I love you. Hope for the very last time, my wish will come true.”
Miriam replied with a tears in her eyes “ what is that?”. Hale replied “before
I die I want you to marry me” Miriam cried and she say yes. Hale put the ring
in her finger everyone in that room was actually crying.
When the day of their wedding has finally arrived, Hale
was the happiest man that day eventhough he was in his wheelchair. When the
ceremony starts Miriam also starts to cry although she can’t see the people
around her, still she knows that everybody was crying. It only takes a minute
when their wedding was finally comes to an end. Then Hale tried his best to
stand just to kiss his beautiful bride.
When they were in their honeymoon, Hale feels so warm and
he want to smell the fresh air along the
sea that’s why they went to the seashore. They watch the sunset and they try to
reminisce all of their past moment. Hale was just looking at the face of his
wife then tears falls from his eyes. Then he told Miriam “I never thought that
I will be your husband. I’m sorry, I want to stay with you but we know that it
will be impossible. Though someday I will be lost, I promise that I will not
stop loving you, hopefully when I’m gone you would find someone else that could
replace me and love you more than the love that I’ve shown to you. It is really
hard but what will I do if this monster inside me will not go.” Then Miriam
told him “yes the monster, the monster that could get you to me, the monster
that we can never defeat and the monster that I will always be hated forever.”
Then Hale look at the sky and he whisper “Hi my name is Hale, you know what? every
time I wake up my hands were always full of blood, I can’t remember what are
the things that I’ve done why you gave this to me, I know for somehow I’ve
become bad but you know that I’ve tried my best to change it, you gave me
something that is so hard to accept you let the monster to get inside of my
body. And you know that I can’t control that monster. I want to get and killed
him! But how will I do that if he’s always with me. I don’t know what will I
do, please help me, I want to get this monster inside me” then Miriam hug him
and try to comfort him.
Then before the sun went down Hale kiss Miriam’s forehead
then Hale said “goodnight” and hug his wife. Miriam knows that it will be the
last words that he can hear from Hale. Then Miriam told him “get sleep and take
a rest don’t worry I will never leave beside you, I love you”.
